Posts Tagged ‘dark’


Posted: October 25, 2012 in Diary Entry
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The moment. that feeling. The stains of blood. It still overwhelms, cuts me deeper. gives nightmares. few moments just become rock solid inside you. the are like parasites. eating you each time they surface your mind. the feel does not go.  the soul does not leave the thought. that failure, it haunts. but also it strenghtens the knight, hardens the fighting spirit. keeps the dark knight on path.


Posted: May 15, 2012 in Diary Entry
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sadness, mirth, grief, joy. they are very complex emotions. its hard to escape out of it. growing in them can make you strong, build a coffin for you. running amidst this foggy darkness, thoughts lost in tears, life grown and held back. its inhumane to not pity oneself. this darkness, is bestowed upon you in the mighty heavens. each night, you have to kill that old self. kill all that hurts. all that messes up needs to be lost. become empty. no words to talk, no ears to listen. you have to fight this all alone. become a shining Knight. because, it was never you, but the one’s who believe in you. this grief needs to be endured.